Prince Harry reportedly feels a heavy burden of guilt over the sacrifices Meghan Markle made when she married into the royal family, as well as the intense public scrutiny that followed.
According to a source close to OK! Magazine, Harry’s awareness of Meghan’s personal sacrifices has placed a strain on him, particularly as his wife faces lingering nostalgia for her former life.
The insider revealed that Harry “often feels guilty for Meghan having to give up on her dream life.” He is well aware of how much she sacrificed to join him and build a family together, and he has committed to supporting her no matter the cost.
But the reality of their life shift — from Hollywood’s carefree life to the constraints of royal duty and relentless public pressure — has created unique challenges for the Sussexes.
This news comes amid reports that Meghan, though grateful for her family, is feeling the weight of her past life slipping further away. According to the same source, she “misses her carefree life when she was an actress,” a world where she could prioritize her career ambitions and personal freedoms.
Although she deeply cherishes her life with Harry and their children, there’s a part of her that occasionally longs for the simpler, more independent days.
Before joining the royal family, Meghan led a life that many would envy. From starring on the successful TV show Suits to championing causes she felt deeply passionate about, Meghan carved out a successful career that allowed her to engage with fans and further her activism in ways that she found deeply rewarding.
Entering into a life with Prince Harry came with major restrictions and unexpected pressures that eventually led to their departure from royal duties in 2020.
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Despite their decision to step back, the media scrutiny surrounding the couple has not entirely disappeared. Since moving to California, they have sought to carve out new identities, establishing projects such as their Archewell Foundation and other entertainment ventures.
Yet, the struggles they face, even outside the direct spotlight of royal life, continue to weigh heavily, with Meghan’s recent reflection on her past igniting questions about the price she paid for love.
For Meghan, the trade-offs have been complex. While she remains committed to her family, her life as an actress and activist was a defining part of her identity. “She’d never change what she has with Harry and the kids,” the source adds, “but there is a big part of her that wishes she could get her old life back.”
Harry’s feelings of guilt suggest a deep understanding of the impact royal life has had on Meghan’s sense of self. His commitment to Meghan and their children appears unwavering, and he continues to support her pursuit of happiness in their new life, navigating the professional and personal balance they strive to achieve.
Their journey, however, is an evolving one, and both Harry and Meghan are still adjusting to a life caught between two worlds: their commitments to each other and their aspirations.
In light of these reports, royal watchers wonder if Harry and Meghan’s new path will bring them the peace and satisfaction they seek, or if the shadows of their past choices will continue to cast a long, complex influence on their future.
